I can see clearly now the snow is gone...

I don't think the snow had anything to do w/ my emotional breakdown earlier this week, but that somewhat twisted lyric came into my head... So I ran w/ it!

Anyway, things aren't really any different, but apparently I'm dealing better. My fingers are still largely numb or tingling as are my toes. I'm still having overall body aches. Et cetera etc etc...

Maybe that old saw about letting it all out making you feel better does have some somewhat longer term effects than I give it credit for usually. I hold things in b/c I can't stand to cry & stuff b/c it always makes me feel more miserable in the immediate long term. However, this time it seems to have worked - or else I just don't care anymore.

Today I had fun w/ Simon. He played in the snow w/ mom then they came down to see me & Rachel. He & I walked to water Febe - not far, but far enough for me to be glad mom had the Durango following us. Then we wrestled for a little while at mom's. We played airplane for a while. Then we did some flips and spun in circles. He's such a cutie. He's got so much energy!